Tuesday, October 30, 2007

i met this guy at club.
he said that i wasn't v decent.
he said he knew it by the way i danced and dressed.
it was halloween.
im supposed to be all dead.
i wasn't close to being dead.
too short.
too hot.

WASTED night.
booze was having only a tinny weeny effect on me.
but guys got all over me.
i enjoyed the attention.
i do.

i need love.
i want you.
i m HAVING A CRUSH on this guy!

@ 10:41 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

had like such a long break in school.
MADE OUT
female toilet.
NICE.

school ended
went to hotel81.
3some-d.
neat.

if people insist tt the photos aint mine..BE IT.

SAW THIS ON CLEO.
figured that it REFLECTS somehow.

those swinging singles, doing my own thing without having to ‘report’ to anyone. But now I’m starting to feel a little down about it. I’ve been trying to get back into the dating scene the past few months, but I’m still single. What’s wrong with me?

A lot of people are single through choice, while some are single because of situation (like working or living in a place where there are very few other single people). And of course, there are those who’d love to be in a relationship and meet lots of available people but still remain solo.

There are two types of relationships – ‘co-creational’, where two balanced people live their lives side by side; and ‘needy’ relationships, where one or both partners are using each other to compensate for low self-esteem. If you’re had co-creational relationships in the past, being single probably doesn’t frighten you.
Needy people, meanwhile, want someone to do all the things they should be doing for themselves – someone to entertain, financially support and nurture them. Not surprisingly, this sort of person sweats desperation and any self-respecting prospect runs like hell on sight. If this is you, try dating yourself.
Treat yourself the way an adoring partner would: spoil, pamper, and motivate yourself just as they would. Just when you decide you don’t need a man, you’ll be flooded with offers.

well concluded that ....im neither.

doing something out of rage

to all.
i would reallywish to keep my identity on a low note,
therefore if it was to be revealed,
i will not hesitate to close down the blog.

thank you.

sexing 3 guys in two day is kind of crazy

met up wid A after club on friday.
PHU was crazyily packed.
gt pissed by 2 guys.
spoilt the day,
LEFT.
went MOS to meet A.
headed to RAV.
drank,drunk
SEX

-left for home in the afternoon-

went to bishan park to meet up with J
sexed,in the open,this time round
its in the open instead of behind some bush.

K fetched me after that,
drove off somewhr,
shared the "JOY"

end.
SCHOOL's in

lfigured that people treat me good for a motive.

screw it.

i sleep around with my seniors.

x

say cheap.

a number of them.

havent been feelin great.
felt cheated.
frens left.
people come and go though.
but the worst is when u give hope,and smash it all.

people.im afraid
i bhave fears of getting into a new relationships.
this is an excuse for me to jus slp around.
trying not to fell attached.
and feeling wanted.


sex is great.
i love it.
the guys enjoy it too.
(of course there are exceptions?)
banging in the bathroom is still fun
banging on the kitchen table?
its sweet.
playing in the open.
its exciting.
in the mobile?
it squeezy for a fat thing like me.
i dun like it.

i love the room most.
esp with a couch and rug to add on.
nice ambience and wine does it too.
LOVE SEX
been given a taste of heaven and condemned straight to hell.