Monday, March 31, 2008

u broke your promise and left me sad.

broken and had to befriend the pills.

its still early to call.3.48am.still early boy.

21.3.08

will be waiting.

❤

loves

@ 3:01 AM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

i dont want to meet u along the roads.
i dont care how tiny singapore is.
what are the chances tt i get to see u again?
practically zero.
i want to hear u say u dont care anymore.
i want to hear u say"i'll wash my hands off u"
saying that im dumb and all.
and u are the only one tt made fucker a un-taboo word to be used on me.
i dont want u to stop contacting me.
i got used to u being there.
i got used to u telling me right from wrong
though i pretend tt i never actually listened,trying to wriggle my ways out of stuffs.
i knew u meant well.
im crying as im typing this.
i want you to know that u were a part of my life.
and if u want to carry on being one..
u're welcomed.

i dint expect the brief conversation this aftnn to be the very last.
ur final decision that came thru sms.
it wasnt even thru a call.
i dint get to see it till now.
im sorry.

please.you know who u are.
im not even sure if you'll visit this blog again.
but im sorry

its been almost a week.
i want to ask how have you been .
hows army been
how are u getting along.
but i can never bring myself to do it.

u told me not to talk to you.
i dont wish to upset you further.
i hope you are good.
please know that i care.

Every single day i think about how we came all this way
to this state.
stale and all

sorry.
my bad

thanks.it hurts.

ABCDEFGHIJK

sunshine on my shoulders.

sentosa is love

itsy bitsy black and spotty dots bikinis