Friday, May 2, 2008

and I realise sex without passion and a tinge of feelings are just normal humping....

Came here a close to a year ago,guess its time to take my leave for yet another beginning.This time round im really leaving,for i've met who i think i am supposed to.My life changed,and somehow this blog was the bridge that brought me to him- or was it the other way around? doesnt really matter i suppose.

And now that the novelty of screwing around no longer appeals to me, and that happen to be why i created this OTHER me.i leaving it,for good.At least,for i know,this chapter of my life is over and i will NOT back track and come back here..

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And since I'm still trying to win his heart over.I'm saving the best for him- or maybe whats left of me,as some may say.

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Anyway,i think this is getting too gushy. So let's put a close to this letter and drop it down the mailbox. Somehow hope this made an impact to anyone who have read and inspired or brought a smile to anyone who suffers a little case of depression

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I hope-thats all i can do.

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Goodbye.

for you ,for me,for the better

09jun2008

with love,❤

@ 4:28 AM

Friday, April 4, 2008

i m still waiting for your call.
(L)


"I Don’t know what to say now
I Don’t know where to start
I Don’t know how to handle
A complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
But I just have to say
Before you throw it all away
Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you’re coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain
Don’t know what you’re thinking
To me it seems quite tough
To hold a conversation
When words are not enough
So this is your decision
And there’s, nothing I can do
I can only say to you
Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you’re coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain
If this is your decision
And there’s, nothing I can do
I can only say to you
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you’re coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain
Even if you want to go alone
I will still love you when tomorrow comes
When you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain"

u broke your promise and left me sad.

broken and had to befriend the pills.

its still early to call.3.48am.still early boy.

21.3.08

will be waiting.

❤

loves

i dont want to meet u along the roads.
i dont care how tiny singapore is.
what are the chances tt i get to see u again?
practically zero.
i want to hear u say u dont care anymore.
i want to hear u say"i'll wash my hands off u"
saying that im dumb and all.
and u are the only one tt made fucker a un-taboo word to be used on me.
i dont want u to stop contacting me.
i got used to u being there.
i got used to u telling me right from wrong
though i pretend tt i never actually listened,trying to wriggle my ways out of stuffs.
i knew u meant well.
im crying as im typing this.
i want you to know that u were a part of my life.
and if u want to carry on being one..
u're welcomed.

i dint expect the brief conversation this aftnn to be the very last.
ur final decision that came thru sms.
it wasnt even thru a call.
i dint get to see it till now.
im sorry.

please.you know who u are.
im not even sure if you'll visit this blog again.
but im sorry

its been almost a week.
i want to ask how have you been .
hows army been
how are u getting along.
but i can never bring myself to do it.

u told me not to talk to you.
i dont wish to upset you further.
i hope you are good.
please know that i care.

Every single day i think about how we came all this way
to this state.
stale and all

sorry.
my bad

thanks.it hurts.

ABCDEFGHIJK

sunshine on my shoulders.

sentosa is love

itsy bitsy black and spotty dots bikinis